Well I'm at the library and I dont know if I can do this without boo-hooing. Wouldnt want them to chase me out or something. As you know David is in basic training at Ft Jackson South Carolina as of two weeks ago tomorrow. I honestly dont know how Danielle is holding up so well because I have a terrible case of depression again. ( The first time was when he and Danielle moved to Indiana, I was incompasitated for the summer, just sat on the couch and staired into space for about three months). Jeana can tell you all about that time. Now he is gone again. I know its silly, but, I feel as tho I am only part here. I was doing okay I guess until Sunday when Pastor prayed for all the mothers whose children couldnt be with her on Mothers Day. You'da thought someone just died, I couldnt help it and sobbed like a baby. I have children all over this big United States and it is a mighty big place when your children are so spread out. When the girls all left for college I missed them terribly and thought my heart would break when they chose to move so far away and I still do miss them and the grandchildren more and more every day. But something is differant about David and it just feels like he took my heart and soul with him when he left. Okay, cant see the keys now, change the subject quick. Good thing its only for 6 months.
My dining room is looking good with a coat of light green paint on the top half of the walls. I think I will do wainscotting on the lower half stained an antique green. ( Now I made my nose run and I dont have a kleenex, should I use mu sleeve?) I'm also thinking about staining the lowed cabinets the same as the wainscott, it would make the two rooms look more like they are one big room. I'm am going to build my own island in the middle of the kitchen, put doors on one side and wheel my freezer into its new garage. I'm thinking about a cabinet over the top with a light under it to light the island. Soooo many ideas but not a clue how to acomplish it.
On top of all that I've run out of life juice. Sharon, here is a plug for Herbalife. I didnt know how good I felt untill I ran out of Herbalife and realized I couldnt get out of bed without my whole body scerrming in pain. I have NO energy and no appetite, I told Greg just this morning that I felt like I had been drug through the mud. I can hardly force myself to get up and my go has already gone on and left me . Well Daniell is her so Ill sign this chapter for now.
2 comments:
I really feel for you! It has to be hard to have everyone of your youngun's so far away. Lets hope six months will go by quickly!
Ilove to imagine what your dining room will look like. I can just see it, with that island too. Make it happen.
I noticed that same aspect of the Herbalife products! They are worth it to feel good. Just wish I had more of the stuff that grows on trees! I love you much, girl, Sharon
Are you trying to say that you feel like you lost your lifeline?
That must be a helpless, hopeless feeling. I'm sorry that I didn't get you a Mother's Day card in the mail.
Well, let it be known, you haven't lost your family, we are here for you if you need anything. I know that doesn't help when you miss your children, especially your grown son, your 'leaning post' so to speak. I'm sure he miss's you to,and he can't even call to hear your voice, that must be awfully hard on him too. Missing his young wife and baby has to hurt pretty bad also, on top af all the hard training he's not used to. Tuff all around. I'm here if you need to talk, I know that won't fill the void but it would fill a few minutes of your time. So sorry, I can't imagine your loss but know it has to hurt real baaaaaaad.
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